The Story (continued)
The next day in the back yard, she confides to her
father that she cried (a "silly fit") on account of her "nerves," but
he feels responsibility for her unhappiness: "You oughta have
as much as any of these girls you go with, and I've got to do something
about it." With tremendous resolve, Alice decides to "be
something besides just a kind of nobody...There's one thing I'd like
to do. I know I could do it too...Well, I want to go on the stage.
I know I could act." Mr. Adams pooh-poohs her harmless idea
even though her Aunt Florey and her mother also aspired to be actresses,
possibly proving that there's some "talent in the family." Nevertheless,
Alice is sure that her father will return to his familiar job at
Lambs.
Virgil's paternalistic employer Mr. Lamb (Charles Grapewin)
pays a visit to the Adams, claiming that Virgil should resist rushing
back to work in ten days: "Don't hurry it, young fella. Just
take your time. Of course we need you, but we don't need you so bad
that we let you come down before you're good and able...Your place
is waiting for you, any time you want to come back...Goodness knows
you've been with the firm long enough to have some privileges and
I'm going to see that you get them." However, Mrs. Adams grumbles
about her husband's low wages and lowly position - she has steadfastly
been "daydreaming" that he leave his job with Mr. Lamb
and become a glue-factory entrepreneur with a "secret formula":
That's why I want Virgil to leave that place...He
could do what I've wanted him to do for the last twenty years...He
doesn't want me to speak of it to you, Alice, but you may as well
know. Your father has invented a secret formula for making the
best glue in the world...glue, for sticking things together. Your
father and another man invented it years ago when your father first
went to work for Mr. Lamb. Now the other man's dead so the formula
belongs to your father, at least it belongs to him as much as it
does to anybody else...He can start up a factory and make the glue
and sell that.
Downtown, outside McKail's Men's Shop, Alice looks
up at a sign reading: FRINCKE'S BUSINESS COLLEGE - Stenography, Bookkeeping,
Typing, Secretarial Work, OFFICE HELP SUPPLIED. As she works up her
nerve and begins climbing the stairs to the local college, each labeled
with ascending advertisements and catchwords, such as: Salesman,
Stenographer, Bookkeeping, Filing, Secretarial Work, Typing, Salesmanship,
Accounting, Students Placed, Arthur Russell notices her as his shoes
are being shined and hails her - rescuing her from entering the business
school to seek a secretarial job. Dithering once more and feeling
shamed, she explains that she is "embarking on the most irksome
duty" - to hire a new secretary for her father. He asks her
to postpone her errand and join him for a stroll. He has been charmed
by her efforts to impress him, although she chatters away, in-between
embarrassed trills of laughter, about her brother's anti-social behavior
at the dance:
Alice: You've been thinking I'm the sister of a professional
gambler, I'm afraid...Walter is original. You know, he's a very
odd boy. I was afraid you'd misunderstand him. He tells the most
wonderful darkie stories and he'll just do anything to get them
to talk to him. We think he'll probably write about them some day.
He's rather literary.
Arthur: Are you?
Alice: (modestly) I? Oh, I'm just me.
Later, Alice downgrades herself in comparison to the "perfect" Mildred
Palmer: "It certainly is unfortunate that I am so different
from Mildred...Because she's perfect. She's perfectly perfect. Oh
yes, we all fairly adore her. You know, she's like some big noble,
cold statue way up above the rest of us. She hardly ever does anything
mean or treacherous. You know, of all the girls I know, I think she
plays the fewest really mean tricks." During her inventive play-acting
and incessant talking as they walk down the sidewalk, Alice fabricates
an "extravagant," affluent social background including
dance lessons and stage aspirations, while protecting herself from
gossip about her unpopularity (and lack of invitations) by telling
him of her boredom with men:
Alice: Of course, all girls do mean things sometimes.
My own career's just one long brazen smirch of them.
Arthur: Really? What, for example?
Alice: Oh, the very worst sort. For instance, most people bore me,
particularly the men in this town and I show it. It's made me a terribly
unpopular character. For instance, at the average party, I'd alot
rather find some clever old woman and talk to her than I would dance
with nine-tenths of these non-entities.
Arthur: But you danced as if you really liked it. Why you dance better
than any other girl I -
Alice: (She stops and politely half-bows) Oh, thank you, Mr. Russell.
Well, I ought to dance well. When I think of all my dancing teachers,
just endless dancing instructors. Still, I suppose that's what fathers
have daughters for, isn't it, to throw away money on them. Oh, but
you should have seen me when I have stage fever. You know, every
girl has a time in her life when she's positive she's divinely talented
for the stage. I used to play Juliet all alone in my room: 'Oh swear
not by the moon - the inconstant moon that monthly changes in her
circled orb, lest that thy...' (she giggles, having forgotten the
remainder of the line)
Arthur: You do it beautifully. Why didn't you finish the line?...'...lest
that thy love prove likewise variable.'
Alice: Yes. Juliet was saying it to a man, you know. She seems to
have been worrying about his constancy pretty early in their affair.
Arthur: Yes, I know.
Alice: Oh, well don't look so serious. It isn't about you, you know.
In front of her shabby, middle-class house near the
center of town, the postman hands her a letter to save himself a
few steps and betrays her residence. She fears telling Arthur the
truth that her family is not wealthy, dismissing her humble abode
on account of her father's stubbornness: "Here's the foolish
little house where I live. It is a queer little place but, you know,
my father's so attached to it that the family's just about given
up hope of getting him to build a real house farther out. You know,
he doesn't mind our being extravagant about anything else but he
won't let us change one single thing about his precious little old
house." Russell wants to visit some more inside, but she is
hesitant and ashamed of her house and coyly rejects his advances.
The next day, her "vulgar" brother teases
her about her expressive, "attentive" gestures toward Arthur,
and realistically assesses her chances with the "engaged" gentleman: "You
were too busy waving your hands. I never saw anybody as busy as you
get, Alice, when you're towing a barge...It was little Alice who
was being attentive. What were you doing walking so close to your
old pal Mildred's boyfriend?...That frozen-faced Palmer bunch will
have you ruled off the track when they see your colors." That
night after arranging flowers to beautify her environment, she fruitlessly
waits up for two hours hoping to have Arthur call on her. The flowers
have wilted by the next scene.
As she sits on the porch swing in front of her house
another evening, she pines for her dream idol and romantic courtship
with him. Exhausted with waiting, she tiredly yawns and enters her
door just as Arthur appears behind her in a white suit - she steers
him outside: "Let's stay out here, shall we? The moonlight's
so lovely." He has been anxious to see her, but has been detained
by social commitments - engagements she hasn't been able to attend
because of her father's illness. Her strategy that she cannot entertain
except outside on her front porch is masterfully brilliant and believable:
Arthur: I've spent two evenings wanting to come,
but a couple of dinners interfered, large and long dinners.
Alice: Well, you have been in a social whirl, Mr. Russell. I envy
you. Father's illness has simply tied me to the house and everyone
has to come here, that is, if they want to see me. You know, the
worst of it is that, that poor thing has to have peace and quiet
and I must entertain on the porch as I'm doing tonight. So of course,
now there's just the two of us.
She asks to talk about him, with her fingers resting
on and playing with her chin, and ends up admitting, very truthfully,
that she can't dare to be herself with him:
Alice: Let's talk about you. What kind of man are
you?
Arthur: I have often wondered what kind of girl are you?
Alice: Don't you remember? I told you. I'm just me.
Arthur: But who is that?
Alice: I've often wondered.... (She reposes casually on the porch
swing) The other day when you walked home with me, I got to wondering
what I wanted you to think of me in case I should ever happen to
see you again.
Arthur: And what did you decide?
Alice: I decided I shall probably never dare to be just myself with
you, not if I care to have you want to see me again. And yet, here
I am, just being myself after all.
Arthur is intrigued by her and enthusiastically requests
when he may see her again - "anytime" is Alice's reply.
So he invites her to attend Henrietta Lamb's dance with him - held
by the daughter of her father's employer. She again uses her father's
illness as an excuse to not attend, because she wasn't invited: "It's
father, you see. Mildred's dance is almost the only evening I've
gone out, on account of his illness, you know." Having overheard
the conversation on the porch between her daughter and Arthur, a
nagging Mrs. Adams proceeds upstairs where she chastises Virgil for
being the source of their money woes and thwarted desires of their
young daughter while "she's still got a chance for happiness":
Mrs. Adams: Your child's been snubbed and picked
on by every girl in this town. And it's all on account of you,
Virgil Adams.
Virgil Adams: Oh yes, these girls don't like me so they pick on Alice.
Mrs. Adams: They wouldn't dare do such things to Mildred Palmer because
she's got money and family to back her. And you listen to me, Virgil
Adams, the way the world is now, money is family. And Alice could
have as much family as any of 'em, if you hadn't fallen behind in
the race.
Virgil Adams: How did I?
Mrs. Adams: Yes, you did! Twenty-five years ago, all the people we
knew weren't any better off than we were. And look at 'em now....Look
at those country clubs. The other girls' families belong to them.
We don't. Look at the other girls' houses. Then look at our house...The
men in those families went right on up the ladder while you're still
a clerk down in that old hole.
Virgil feels indebted to the rich patriarch of the
town, Mr. Lamb, whom he claims 'owns' the glue formula, but not in
a legal sense, because the formula was developed on company time: "He
paid us all the time we were working on it." After being berated
and nagged into submission, Virgil establishes, with some misgivings,
the ADAMS GLUE WORKS in a rented warehouse on the edge of town without
a face-to-face consultation with Mr. Lamb: "The formula ain't
patentable. There isn't anything he can make a question of law. But
I wish I knew what he thought about the whole business."
In the meantime, Alice's relationship with Arthur flourishes.
In an outdoor restaurant with a checkered tablecloth, they have dinner
together while sharing a pensive, loving mood and repeatedly listening
to Alice's favorite song played by a three-piece orchestra:
Arthur: What are you thinking of?
Alice: I think I was just being sort of sadly happy then.
Arthur: Sadly happy.
Alice: Don't you know? Only children can be just happily happy. I
think that when we get older, some of our happiest moments are like
this one. It's like that music, oh so sweet, and oh so sad.
Arthur: But what makes it sad for you?
Alice: I don't know. Perhaps it's a kind of useless foreboding I
seem to have pretty often. I'm afraid I'm gonna miss these summer
evenings of ours when they're over.
Arthur: Do they have to be over?
Alice: Everything's over, sometime.
Arthur: Oh no, let's not look so far ahead. You don't have to already
be thinking of the cemetery, do we?
Alice: Our summer evenings will be over before that, Arthur Russell.
Arthur: Why?
Alice: Oh, oh, good heavens...Almost a proposal in a single word...Oh,
don't worry. I shan't hold you to it. No, but something will interfere.
Somebody will, I mean. You know, people talk about each other fearfully
in this town. They don't always stop at the truth. They make things
up. Yes they do, really.
Arthur: Well, what difference does it all make?
Alice: It's just that I'd, I'd rather they didn't make things up
about me to you.
Arthur: I'd know they weren't true.
Alice: Wouldn't it be wonderful if two people could just keep themselves
to themselves? If they could manage to be friends without people
talking about them?
Arthur: Well, we've done that pretty well, so far, haven't we? And
if you want our summer evenings to be over, you'll have to drive
me away yourself.
Alice: No one else could?
Arthur: No one.
Alice: Well, I have you. (They kiss)
To wistfully savor the evening after she has been dropped
off at her house, Alice remains on the dark porch where she is joined
by her mother. They talk about Arthur together:
I don't deserve anything...I'm pretty happy these
days, mom...Oh, I don't mean, I wasn't meaning to tell you that
I'm engaged. We're not. It's just that, uh, things seem pretty
beautiful to me in spite of everything I've done to spoil them...He's
so honestly what he is. I feel like a tricky mess beside him. I
don't know why he likes me. Sometimes I'm afraid he wouldn't if
he knew me.
Indoors, father and son discuss another matter - Walter's
mysterious demands for $150 dollars from his father. Mr. Adams replies
incredulously:
"What do you think I am, a mint?" |